September 7, 2018
i feel like you want the idea of me more than actual me
and did I make you uncomfortable today bc I think I did and I'm sorry
you did and I've decided something
I'm fine with chatting in English occasionally but I am not ready to be friends at all. no more videos and stuff like that, it makes me uncomfortable and I'm not over what you did. I don't care if you've changed. you did damage to me last year and I can't let myself get hurt
goodbye
you fucking hypocrytical piece of shit. you knew i was attached to you so you used me for sexual pleasure. you lied to me and manipulated me because you knew i was the only person who didn't know how horrible you are. you knew i didn't want you sexually and you kept going anyways. and now you're acting like everything is my fault and blaming me for your suicidal thoughts? you absolute scum. i hope the rest of your life is filled with nothing but regret and shame.