September 7, 2018
i feel like you want the idea of me more than actual me
and did I make you uncomfortable today bc I think I did and I'm sorry
you did and I've decided something
I'm fine with chatting in English occasionally but I am not ready to be friends at all. no more videos and stuff like that, it makes me uncomfortable and I'm not over what you did. I don't care if you've changed. you did damage to me last year and I can't let myself get hurt
goodbye
no no no please I'm sorry baby please take me back
i can keep being your plaything for you to use anytime you want